Thursday, 31 May 2012


I have been so busy past this few weeks. With work and whenever I reach home, I just get too exhausted to update my blog.

Okay let me see. Anything new to update besides work has been suffocating me? Yes!! I have surveyed all, well not all...some wedding venues and have put our names down for the dates. That was some massive weekend you know. So exhausting to go every location and check out the venue. 

Add bitchy arrogant sales people on top of that. Sometimes I just wanna smack the shit out of them. But can;t cause I MIGHT need that location. Hahaha....

Ikhwan has a new project coming up! *crosses fingers* . Oh and latest update is. Part 1. I managed to lose some weight. Just some but at least me didn't get fatter. And B. I just started working on weekends (alternate weekends just one of the days) too. Just so I can claim over time to make more money and and faster pace for my side of wedding.

Sunday, 13 May 2012

Look What I Found !!

So went out for a date with my honey bunny yesterday to One Utama. And we couldn't resist stepping into MPH to check if his books are on the shelves already and guess what?? THEY ARE!!

Well, me being the me that I have always been and will always be, removed the book form the shelve we found his book at and I placed it at the best-seller section, highlights etc. That way, people who walk in the book store will NEVER miss his book. 

Hey , that's what every author does I am very certain of it. Only they do not share.  Ya don't believe me ? Even during his book launch, many authors advised Ikhwan to do that. Walk in every book store and reposition your books to more strategic locations. They say it's normal. Every author does that. Booyeah!

Am so freaking proud of him. And you know what melted me the most? The look in his eyes when it sparkled when I showed him his own book on the racks of the book store and the smile he had...oh dear god! Was like an angel shining with bright light. 

ps: this is the ORIGINAL position to where the book is. We just took 4 copies and scattered around the book store. I repeat. It was ORIGINALLY under PILIHAN MENARIK section.

You can grab your copy now at ANY MPH stores throughout Malaysia ! Thank you for your kind support.

Thursday, 10 May 2012


I saw the present you gave her and waited for mine but never received it
Again you did it, with the gifts,in front of me purposely to hurt me
I was there when we surprised her with a cake for her birthday and again waited for mine but never heard the sound of music 
She doesn't give you anything too but only do you demand from me to give you some when she has more than little old me
He speaks worst towards you then me but I am the one you label as the worst of them all
Yet they all get everything they hope and ask for
I stand on my own two feet since the very day I had my own strength, besides what you're suppose to do for me as your duty speaks
But somehow you say I'm ungrateful
I try to live on my own , you make such a big fuss and demand me to come home
But what did I get as I walked through the door, nothing but sorrowfulness and regrets for considering to come back
You calculate every petty detail with me, but none with them
The worst of all that I hate what you do is when I see the emptiness in your eyes when you look at me
The person you think I am , the person you despise , the person you call your own.

Can anybody out there hear me?
Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
Cause I cant't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
Cause I can't seem to feel myself

I'm Losing my way
Keep losing my way....
Can you please help me to find my way??

"The one thing that I have always longed for is something money can never buy"